angel_doll

Dead inside but still alive on the outside. Pain hidden deep within but scars worn with aggression. Tried so hard but bloodstained carpets cannot be hidden. Life is gone it can't be replaced. You mourn for all the wrong reasons and drink to live the life he left behind. Cuts of anger, tears of pure hatred, i've tried so hard but i can't forgive yet. All of love's passion broke away with my heart. Where did all the innocence go what happened to my happy soul. What a con artist i've become. Pretending is what i do best. Making sure no one figures me out. Became emotionless, life has no meaning. A fallen angel alone in this world. Broken and shattered, hurt by all your words. Bleeding to know i'm still alive and crying to try to feel something is no way to live at all. So why keep going? Why keep living? There's no one in this world that could make me feel the way he did. My suicidal hands take the reins on my life. They lead me astray and oh so far away.