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| Joined From: | Tue, Nov 28, 2006 | | Gender: | Female | | Age: | 18 |
| Location: |  United States, Virginia, Richmond (L*Side) | | Self Description: | I'm really outgoing and i love to have a good time. I can make a bad day turn into a great day just by acting silly. Yeah, I do have a loud mouth, I'm totally brash and if i dont like you, believe me you'll know it. First impressions are how i judge you, it's just my thing. I don't like people who think they're better than everyone else, just b/c of their race, religion, social class, clothes, or money. It's what counts on the inside. Im Such a MILF or should I say MULF? Too bad... taken. There's someone that I love. God knows i love him so much. I'd die for him, i truely would. If i had the choice to die and let him see just one more hour of life i would on the spot. You wouldn't have to ask twice. I just want him to love me as much as i love him. He's crushed my heart so much that it feels like its not there, but i still love him with the ashes of it. It doesn't matter how he treats me, as long as I have him. He could yell and scream at me for the rest of my life but id never think of leaving him. I know iv made so many mistakes before with how i treat him, just because of the way he treats me and its not right. He could beat me to a bloody pulp and I'd still come crawling back to him. He could lock me up in a room and never let me out but i'd still love him. I once felt that my love for him was failing, but honestly i think that it was growing stronger and i didnt realize till now. I'm sorry that I told him i hated him and that our daughters not his though God knows I've been with no other guy since we met, but its all i can do to just try to get him to feel and incling of what i feel everyday. I feel failure, like a worthless bitch that needs to fall off the face of the earth, like im a horrible mother even though she hasnt been born yet, like nothing, like im just a shell empty and hollow, and my soul screaming for me to just give up and die. But if I died I wouldn't be able to see my precious baby girl, or the way he looks at me with those innocent eyes that hide guilt and unfaithfulness, and i'd never get to kiss him and to tell him i'll always love him. He doesn't understand how much i depend on him. He's like my piller that props me up and if i didnt have him id fall into a huge hole of darkness. He's my Prince and i'll treat him like royalty, even though he treats me like a slave. It's love that makes me strong and lets me get through when he does what he does. He knows my deepest darkest secrets, the ones that if i told anyone, i'd feel like a child again and going through the same things. He doesnt understand how much he means to me or how much ive given up for him. He thinks that its normal to abandon your friends and be with your couple. I'm not complaining, Im venting. I'm in love. Head OVER HEELS in LOVE. I want nothing more than for him to be happy. His happiness comes over mine. Mine doesnt matter. If it makes him happy to abuse me or use me, so be it. I want to live with him forever. He swore that we'd be together til the day that we die. He Swore that when I die I can die in his arms. He swore that we'd live together in a beautiful house with a white picket fence around it and on Sunday mornings we'd be worken up by our children and we'd all go down to the kitchen and make pancakes, and be a happy family. Something must be wrong with me; im not perfect for him, even as much as he modifys me, i'll never be good enough. I'm just like a pupet, and he's the master. In the begining it was like a fairytale and on New Years Eve I wished for him and I to be together forever. This past New Years I wished for him not to cheat on me. I'm so afraid of being left, if he left me I'd die. He's my all, my everything. I cry myself to sleep everynight, and pray that in the morning everything will be okay and he'll love me forever like he swore. Everything will never be okay. As a child I was shattered and abused, the bruses still are very vivid. But now as a teen and almost an adult I'm still getting bursed and torn. "I bruse eaisly, so be gentel," should be a sign that hangs over me. Maybe he'll heed the warning and not hurt me anymore. But I'm in love, deep blissful love. That love will never cease, no matter what. I'm in love... in love with Cody... |
About Me | Weight: | 46Kg - 50Kg | | Height: | 156cm - 160cm | | Sexual orientation: | Straight/Hetero | | Dating Situation: | Long term | | Looking for: | Friends | | Living Situation: | Living with parents/relatives |
More Information About Me | Eye color: | Brown (change to green) | | Hair color/style: | Blonde (shoulder lenght for now) | | Religion: | ???? | | Ethnicity: | White | | Smoker: | Nope | | Drinker: | No | | Have children: | On the way ITS A GIRL | | Want children: | Yep | | Education: | Still in H.S. | | Employment: | I use to work | | Favorite food: | Yummy Food | | Favorite color: | A pale green color and lellow! | | Favorite animal: | Yorkie... I want one so bad | | Tattoos: | Getting some | | Piercing: | 5 (2 in each ear and belly button) | | Favorite Music (genres, artists, groups, albums, songs...): | Reggaeton (Rakem y Ken y), Rock (the old good ones; ozzy, metallica, skid rowe, etc.) | | Favorite Movie (genres, actors, directors, titles...): | Scary movies/ comedy |
Likes/Dislikes | What i Like: | * People who are warm hearted and always up for FUN, Hollister, Capri pants, P.J.'s, Flip flops, The sun, Sunglasses, Iced Coffee, Chicken nugget shoes, Slippers, Fast cars, Cars that actually are hooked up and are worth more than the air freshener lol, Blueberry Yogert w/ real blueberrys, Blues Clues (so cute), Duckies and Pinguons, Rednecks, Hearts and Stars, LOTS of katchup w/ my fries, Coke and Sprite mixed, Carry Street, Short Pump Mall, The Girls Next Door show, The original Laguna Beach, The Beach, Sand Castles, Puppies that can fit into purses, Crayons over markers, My friends, Horror Movies, Kissing in the Rain, Running in sprinklers, My cousins Kaitlin (K.K.), Cameron, and Angie, Summer, Tanning, Listening to loud music, Opening my window in the summertime at night and listening to the sounds, The moon, The computer, Chick Flix, Shoes that match purses, Saleen S7, Showers, Being a leader not a follower, Having sleepover partys (yes Im 16 and still do it!), just b/c partys, Celly phones, Texting, Brown and pink clothes, Always have to get the last word in, City lights, The pool, Chick-a-fil-a (thats how I say it!), black and white photos, Apple Store, cameras, Escalaters and especially yew! | | What i Dislike: | X Haters, Backstabbers, Skanks that try and win over my bf, Hoes that wear low cut shirts and aint got shit to show, Fakes, Two-faced people, People that hurt animals, Babys crying and people ignoring them, Fighting w/ Cody, When I get all dressed up and spill something on me, Inground pools (well really just the grates and the little pump thingys in it), Deep water, Color orange, When girls sit and have their thong/ panties show, tan lines, People that are wiggers and act like something they are not, Traffic, School, Computer lagging, When one of my friends are hurting, Long lines, When my shoes get wet, Panties (yeah g-strings are better!), Food stuck in your teeth, People who pick their noses in their cars and act like others cant see them, The word Yo, People that use me, elevators, and root beer. |
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